May 2012
232 posts
My Apologies
Repetitive bullshit, coming out of my mouth like vomit. The same things, over and over again. Whine, whine, whine, oh whatever, whine whine whine. I’m annoyed at myself; it makes me cringe to think of how much I must annoy other people. I complain so much! And it’s the stupidest thing, because when is complaining ever, ever, productive? When? NEVER. Honestly, I’ve been blessed...
“Most importantly, if you can at all avoid it, don’t be normal. Strive, burn and...”
– I Wrote This For You: The Defiance Of The Different (via kari-shma)
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“My whole wretched life swam before my weary eyes, and I realized no matter what...”
– Jack Kerouac, On the Road (via blua)
I don’t know why, but I’ve always felt that in my heart, there’s a possibility. Maybe it’s just stupid optimism, or maybe it’s true intuition. Either way, I know that someday, it’ll happen. For a while now, I’ve become more and more certain of this. It’s like, I have something to look forward to, and I have control over that something. And I think...
“It is what you read when you don’t have to that determines what you will be when...”
– Oscar Wilde (via blua)
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Friend: Why don't you have a boyfriend?
Me: Because I'm a hot pot of rice who don't need no side dish.
“In quiet moments do you sometimes feel you are in a mute search for something...”
– Dorothy Briggs, Celebrate Yourself (via blua)
“Growing up is losing some illusions in order to acquire others.”
– Virginia Woolf (via blua)
postanon:
I don’t think real friendship or real love exists. I feel like this world is pretty half-assed. I wonder if there is a universe out there that is actually beautiful enough to satisfy the desires of the human heart. I don’t know why we can’t just do it for ourselves, but it’s not happening.
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Cliché "It's getting real" post
Just applied to housing at Porter. If I’m counting correctly, there are 17 days left of school. Endless summer of love, then September 22, college begins. Well Welcome Week begins. September 27 is the actual date. I get really excited when I think about my future at UC Santa Cruz. I’m ready to get away from everything and everyone. Don’t get me wrong, I do care about this place,...
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blogsecret:
My deepest darkness secret is that I am scared of time. Time passes so fast and things change within time. I am scared of forgetting people, things, places I have been, and times I have smiled and meant it with all my heart. I am so scared of that, and nobody really knows.
“Pull my daisy
tip my cup
all my doors are open
Cut my thoughts
for coconuts...”
– “Pull My Daisy” by Jack Kerouac, Allen Ginsberg, and Neal Cassady (via stevenluce)
“Growing up is losing some illusions in order to acquire others.”
– Virginia Woolf (via blua)
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